I miss her and i don't know why..

That's right. I do miss her and yet i don't know why,the feeling came so suddenly that i could just wipe off the hatred for 8 long years. Because of what'd happened about 8 years ago,i had deleted her off my mind,i'd never mentioned her name,even the sight of her could make me throw up :/

YESTERDAY,

I FINALLY REALIZED HOW MUCH I ACTUALLY MISS HER DESPITE THE FACT THAT I STILL HATE HER,

I REPEATEDLY VIEWED HER PROFILE AND HER PICTURES AND REALLY LONG TO MEET HER

IT'S A MIXTURE OF FEELINGS.....THAT I'VE NEVER FELT BEFORE,

Ms. Irene,maybe u might not be reading this,well, probably you didn't even know i actually had a blog,

I just wanna tell you that 

I REALLY MISS YOU <3

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